I'm bad with money but don't have a problem with the kind of jealousy or i security or competitiveness of what people around me own. I buy mostly inexpensive things I just spend impulsively no matter what my mood. I need to be saving up so that I can move and start grad school in the fall but if I have a fair amount of money I feel like I have free reign to just spend until I have next to nothing. I almost always run out of money by the time it's payday again.