I've been told I play word games, maybe I do, not intentionally but maybe I don't realize it, I don't know anymore. I've been told I lie (makes me wonder if I do lie but don't realize it, cause I've caught myself, but I believe what I'm saying at the time, well whatever) Also a lot of times I mean something in a good way, and it sounds completely the opposite, or I say something and I'm just paranoid it was misunderstood even if it wasn't. I'm terrified to talk anymore, it seems like my biggest insecurity lately. Like no matter what, it's bad, either really, or just in my mind. I'm so happy I found this site cuz I hate bottling things up and I've been bottling so much up for a while I feel like I can finally get everything out there anonymously to like minded people without "the real world" nit picking at everything I say. Anyone else relate to this??