During the first 40 minutes of chat I kept thinking you don't hear me anymore. I thought about the other T. A fresh T, a new start..

Then you said: Fire away Ambra, please. You are distressed.

Wow. I loved your enthusiasm in hearing my wish for the next sessions. You said it's so good to hear about my needs: then I realized I do NOT communicate. I've always let you do the job of reading my mind but you can't always guess right. I'm sorry I made it so difficult for both of us.

I want to stick with you because I felt I can still get the most from therapy with you - if I communicate. Thank you for giving me the same old answer when I tried to figure out if you plan to terminate before your leave.

I can't wait to start working on that.


P.S. All those sudden questions about the other therapist made me feel cared for and not a burden you want to get rid of.