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OH hon, you are putting way too much stress on yourself right now. Do those things really need to be fixed before you see your mother? IMO, no, they don't need to be fixed. You can't do that in 2 days hon (although wouldn't it be great if we all could???)

Do only what you can comfortably do. You feel what you feel and there is nothing wrong with how you feel. Don't put the added pressure on yourself to make yourself feel something you don't.

Sending you thoughts of strength and peace so you can get through this. You are in my prayers!

Hugssss
J