hi Guys.

Whoever have read my previous posts and introduction para, knows how emotional kind of a guy I am. I left that love affair I had, because it was consuming me alot. I was very positive and not sad at all, completely focused at work.
Buzzfeed is a very interesting website and they offer quality fun stuff which I really enjoy when I am free at office. Some days ago I came across this post of them, http://www.buzzfeed.com/christinebyr...ood#.jeBggJEZZ (DoNOT VISIT IF YOU HAVE SLIGHT SIGNS OF OCD)
Some people mentioned OCD in comments that I had no idea what was it about..but this post literally gave me headache. When I woke up in the morning next day all I could think was these food fotos and strange urges that gave me burping headache and nausea. My eyes were heavy and I thought it was because of the Grey's Anatomy episodes I have been watching in a row for hours. Opticians changed my number. I was not satisfied and visited another. He changed my number again. SUCKS that both of them gave me proscription that varied with whole +1 figure.
Anyhow with my new glasses, I thought now everything will be alright. Eyes pain went away but my head was still playing funny with me. Though these strange urges and obsessions of organizing things and doing strange stuff was always there but after that Buzzfeed post I felt horrible. It's been more than 15 days now and my mind is exploding lava. I feel my breath short and heart race goes fast as a running horse. I am not home and at work in another country where medical is so damn expensive. It's affecting me and my work efficiency is also going down. I have no idea what to do. DO you guys know any specialist/psychiatrist I could get help from by some online sessions? Pleas help me!!!