Thank you 'Iamalioness' for sharing your similar experience.

If anyone here have a bad childhood with their mother/father? Or went through a bad childhood in general, can you can share your experience?
How do you cope with it, how did you overcome it to live an emotional healthy life? Does your childhood experienced have any effects on your marraige, or when you became a 'Mommy'?

Like I mentioned in my above post. I have a mother who emotionally/mentally abusive to me, and one time physically abusive to me to me too.
In my whole childhood, all I heard is she belittle me, scold at me, insults me and put me down like a dog. In her eyes, I worth less than a dog on the street. It definately take a toll on my self-worth.

And I have a hard time with accepting affections. It feel like I'm just used to my cold childhood life so much, that now I can't adapt to happiness/affections. It like something is blocking me inside from freely express myself in love.

Mother's Day is coming up this Sunday in USA, I want to say I love all mothers out there. Happy Mother's Day to all the mom and mom-to-be out there!
Whether good or bad mother, I still love you because you bring me to this world. This lifetime I'm unfortunate because I don't have a loving mother. All my life and still is subconsciously, I yearn for a loving mother; a mother that I know I don't have and never had.

I know there are good mother out there, there mother who sacrifice their everything for their children. I love you, your chidlren is very lucky to have you. I admire you!
I wish my next life when reincarnation, I will have a loving mother like you.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL!! I love you mom and love all the mother out there!

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