Direction, it does sound reasonable. It's difficult to figure out what it is I want because I've been so hurt. I just feel so "convenient" but am afraid to do anything as far as a seperation etc because I am so hurt and confused right now. I want to know that the choice I make is a correct one.

Our communication is definately lacking. I also think he has issues that are deeper than he is willing to admit but won't seek help (I've suggested). I'm also struggling with issues that have surfaced from my past and he is a trigger for that as well.

I don't know. I just need to get to a place where I can function without feeling so angry and so used. I need to be able to sort out my feelings while still communicating with him and know that I have a right to do so.