i received a leter from my pain doc and it said i have limited them to how much they can care for me and i am to detox my self. or go see my primary doc. so i guess i want be going back to see him. he was my doc for over five years. and no i did not limit them to my care. that's just an excuse for them them to take care of only actue care patients. people who need experamental treatment.. and oh yeah more money. my friend goes to the same doc ans she basicly got the same letter. so i'm not as upset as i was the day i got the letter. but still it's so wrong. i think i'll just cut my losses and move on.
on another subject saw my grandpaernts this weekend and they were great my grandma had damensia (spelling) and alzhimers (spelling). and it was so sad to see how much she had changed. i tried not to cry infront of her. but she would not have noticed anyway. she thinks i am her niece. oh well thanks tuck for the poem. i loved it. loved it. i needed that. thank you. have not been able to get one of my meds. so i'm alittle off. well on that note hubby just came home for luch- he's working nights right now. talk to you guys later-onyx