I asked him is there any topic I cant discuss and he said I can talk about anything.

I dont think he would answer about other clients.

Everytime I tried to talk about it he all the time repeated about boundaries and that he will never let me touch him and that nothing could ever happen between us. I know it and its annoying if he says it everytime I try to talk about my feelings, I even told him that I heard it thousand times but I just want to tell him how I feel but I cant if he all the times says- nothing like that could ever happen. It makes me feel that he doesnt want to hear it, it makes me mad and I feel so embaresing when he reacts this way.

Some time ago he asked me how I would like to touch him etc but I never answered. Now he avoids from this topic.

Okay I will ask him can I talk about sex if I could get these words out of my mouth.