I feel damaged too. The only thing that I feel will save me is if I create something so beautiful that it redeems me...

By surrounding ourselves around beautiful things I think it uplifts and elevates us. Through the lives and examples of greatness we ourselves become greater.

One of Newtus' music recommendations had a song I loved. It was about climbing their towers and shinning our beacon of brightness. It was from the music group Listeners.

That's how I feel anyway. It's a little sad but there is hope, and beauty has the power to arrest people and open their minds. It molds thought, molds mind. Hoping that it too molds understanding.