Hang in there momof2boys, feel free to vent here anytime because we get it. I just got here, but is your hubby working right now? Time to way the pros and cons for all involved, that is, your entire family. Sure the money is great, but wouldn't losing your support be just as important? Or, if he's going to make more money elsewhere, maybe hiring a nanny to help? Just have to explore the options. I hope things work out for you.