"h" thinks it's been me out---not always. switching to youngers that can "pull it off" but he won't know.
trying to learn these things but it sure isn't easy.
feel feelings, don't let them take over, let them go, don't obsess......
i'll never get things right.
i make too many mistakes
i'm just having such a rough time.
T wants to talk about some of the stuff that's stirred up.
n