I'm in no way, shape or form a religious man, but does anybody else believe that there is something or someone "up there" playing with their lives? I told my counsellor that when I go "up" and "down", It feels like I'm being taken over by an imposter.

It's only the past few weeks that I've started to think a bit deeper about this. I hate whatever it is "up there". I look up and talk to them/it. I tell them/it they've not beaten me yet. I taunt them/it. I call them/it the c word and laugh. This has happened a few times. It's happened tonight, which is why I've written this post.

Can anybody relate?