Anyway...I think I'm doing ok with Invega.
It doesn't take away all the psychotic symptoms such as delusions and paranoia...

I'm on a 6MG daily dose. I just feel trapped on it. Like my wings are clipped. Just do not have any motivation to do things.

I don't trust wellbutrion. I think it would counteract what the Invega is built to do based on the pharmacology.

I guess I'm in a piss poor mood right now but I'm not depressed, just annoyed that I om on a drug I don't want to be on to control an illness I don't think is that terrible for me anyway.

I almost wish psych wards were like they were in the 1950's. Or that I could go somewhere that wasn't so expensive just to relax my mind and stabilize. The psych wards have shut their doors to making people feel good...they now feel like prison. Nothing feels like it should. Maybe I just see psych wards as they are portrayed with large lawns and plenty of space to roam. Maybe those types of places are a thing of the past. Its sad really.