I have so much energy. I just took a very long shower (with no psychotic occurrences. ); shaved the legs; painted the nails; plucked the eyebrows; took care of myself, YAY! Tomorrow, I'm dressing up...in my brand new clothes and jewelry. It's my day. As for tonight, I have no idea what to do. I haven't had a drink since last weekend and it has become a weekly occurrence (that's all). I have thought about making a beer run. My husband would not approve (but he is snoozing). Other than that, I don't know what to do. I can't go running and most anything I do would wake my kiddos or my nephew who is spending the night. They are both upstairs and downstairs. There aren't enough posts to keep me occupied on here and I am going to try not to lose my mind on here again (although last night was really fun. I haven't laughed so hard since I can't remember when). I'm not in the mood to read a book or write. I have taken my pulse twice in the middle of this post. It's amazing the things I find amusing when I am not exactly grounded. Is it possible to dance the night away if you are by yourself? I believe I have done it before. I am trapped though and it is frustrating. I am enjoying singing and drinking in my music. It livens me; it's like it is just a part of me. My heart beats with each song. And it brings me great joy. Every kind of secular and christian music just makes me sing. Anyway, I feel free, like a bra burner from the 60's...I am a hippie reincarnate. It is a wonderful feeling. Love to you all!

Right now I am listening to Eyes Wide Open by Jars of Clay: