@kaliope - Thank you for reading and replying! If I put it in terms of drinking - some don't drink, some drink socially, some everyday at night after a hard day, some keep drinking so that they don't face the day at all. You may be in the 3rd category and I am in 4th. I neglect all my responsibilities just to daydream.
I tried therapy and want to start again. Unfortunately, many reasons stopping me from getting help.

@mountain human - Thank you for reading and replying! Yes, that's what I do too. I try meditation but before I realize it, I am in my "perfect" fantasy world. Would you like to work together, since people who suffer from MD only understand each other...if you are interested, feel free to pm me.


@ Jade - Thank you for reading and replying! I didn't know it too. So it was reassuring that I was not alone. Many psychologists have also not heard about it. There was a short brief time when I almost stopped it. Then things come back to full swing...