I want to ask a few questions. Do you recall the primary feelings in the dream? Do you recall why you lied to your father? When you friend asks "Do you know how to be reliable?" did it seem like an accusation?
The thing I notice is that you have a coping strategy for dealing with this hatred coming from everyone, which may represent feelings you have toward yourself or what you have felt coming from other people or both. The dream may want you to be aware of the coping strategy of pushing people away so that you can have more options. Second, you did notice that some people start to be nice to you, but you stick with "Everyday," that is with your coping strategy of pushing *everyone* away. Perhaps the dream is asking you to acknowledge the positive feelings that truly are there.
Mike
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