Well, in relation to feelings, the same you would expect in a situation like that, fear, sadness, loneliness, a desire to not care. I don't know why I lied about the school work, I get a sense that the writing of "Everyday" was part of the school work, somehow. Odd thing is I don't really even have a father in real life, non-bio one left, and I haven't met the bio one in person, so I just have my mom, but the father thing is probably significant too. Now, the last question, it was definitely an accusation, and actually a bit of a fear I have in waking, that I'm not one you should rely on, though I want to be.

I actually do push people away in life, maybe my subconscious decided to stop being overly symbolic and just yell the issues at me in my dreams, maybe it's saying I need to stop my own hatred and realize that people are actually trying to be my friend, they are actually trying to be nice to me, but I still do the same things I've always done, everyday, and I'm tired of it...... maybe.

All I know for sure is this is one of the most profound dreams I've ever had, most are very symbolic, or very strange with no obvious reason behind them other than being entertaining.