Macd123, do not let this incident or your age discourage you! No matter how old you are or how your relationships have went in the past, you DO deserve to fight for a meanigful, loving and supportive relationship. We only have so many days on Earth, and that in itself is such a depressing thought, but the beauty of it is that it reminds me of how important it is to try (even though at times it's so damn, damn hard - and I am better at giving advice then following it myself) to live each day to the fullest. I bet you that long conversations with other ladies, and that special lady, are in your future at some point in time! Moving forward from an unrequited love situation as is your case is difficult and takes time... Be kind to yourself! Be proud of each small step you take!