Because I have held down a job and studying psyc I am not disabled enough to qualify for help in the community. My clinic is over an hour away, they offer groups for day patients but my pdocs think I have learned all I can from that clinic (best in the state). And its stuff like cooking, cleaning, shopping, showering etc that I need help with, that Im not disabled enough to have help with.

My partner helped me clean the house and wash my hair on the weekend. So I have a nice environment and I am clean - but sick from this gross sinus infection so I cant do many of the "mood" lifting activities. I'll just sit online and whinge about it instead haha.