Thank you Patty for your advice. I guess I already know this deep down but I need to keep hearing it I guess.

What I am hoping for in the near future is that he realizes his mistakes and gets the help, stays clean for aleast a year and comes back to me wanting to re establish our relationship. I have no desires or intentions of seeing anyone else at this point. I am going to sit and wait it out and see if he comes back.

I hope he really doesn't think its over and I hope that he sees that our being together was really the best and that he wants it back.

What are the chances of this happening?