I have a negative mindset about people. I get annoyed, angry, upset, bored, etc... by the littlest thing. Then, I'd simply want to reject them, lose contact and build up walls.

...I'm too sensitive, so I'm trying to "toughen up". There's been more losses than gains with this behavior.

I should forgive. I should accept the bad aspects in relationships, that nothing and no one is perfect for me. Yes, I can run from others, but not from myself. I should deal with the negativity in my mind.