Thanks for sharing your story with me walking man. So sorry to hear that you have to move again. That is tough! Hope things go better for this next one!

Since writing this, I seem to be adjusting better. The noise is bothering me less and also the light. I do realize that all this is just pure anxiety. I know why I have such anxiety and I do believe that it is going to resolve and get much better as each day goes back.

One thing that is probably silly, is that I have dreaded people to see where I live. I feel embarrassed about it. It is fairly nice inside but not at all my dream house. It is really a new place, 2 bedrooms and not at all cramped, except in the bathrooms. Why they took so much space away from the bathrooms is strange but I can adapt to that too. What I need to do is find more to do outside of home and stop living my life on my couch.

I am so out of shape from being sick for over 2 years that I get exhausted just doing anything, so moving was really rough. I wish my anxiety would let up just enough that I could go join the Y and start slowly with an exercise program. Maybe then I would not feel like such a lump and like I look so bad.

Thanks all for the supportive comments, you guys are great!!!