"Jacq"

I thought I was the one; the only one who thought like that. Sorry to hear there's more. I totally understand your every thought. Realization yes, now what do we do with it? I been fighting these for years, on top of the rage that runs thru my body and soul is uncontrolable at times. Why?

I do hate myself.

I do hate what I've said to others.

I do hate that my family won't pick up a book to try to understand me.

I do hate I've lost my friends.

Lastly I've lost me...

Realization; such a scary thing to admit who you really are or what you think your are.
Communication is the only way I know to get out, but I'm not there.

Jacq, is who we are good enough? Or are me made to conform to what everyone wants/needs?

Lost......................