Thank you for more of the details for understanding what happened.

I am so glad that you have come through all that & are now ready to put it in the past as a learning experience that God gave you to grow & to become wise & to strengthen you & also it inspired you to start reading the Bible & getting to know God for REAL.... What an awesome God we have

I have gone through trauma's especially one major one just 10 years ago it was with an abuse that a I caught the home care person doing to my Mother & put both her & me in physical danger. My Faith wasn't strong at that point & I was still living with my H until after my mother died of cancer....that was when God opened the door for me to leave the bad marriage & brought me to a new farm I bought 2100 miles away & now I have the most wonderful Christian friends that are my family...better family than I ever had all my life....amazing how God takes care of us & guides us to where He knows we NEED to be.

Your life will now start to take the positive direction that comes with wisdom, knowledge & following God's guidance