I am sitting here crying my eyes out because I miss him so much. I want to talk to him and I want to see his face. This all just hurts me and him so bad. I just hope I haven't hurt him beyond repair.

I am hoping that through is seeking help that he will see the damage he caused and realize why I did what I had to do.

Do you think I should tell him that when he is sober that maybe we can try again?