i am not really sure. for me, years ago i think i was way more aware of them, the shifts, the thoughts and feelings that were theirs versus mine, hearing them talk or share thoughts/feelings with me.....but over the last few years it kind of seemed to go a bit backwards where i don't experience near the amount of any of it i used to. but i guess there is some degree of it at times (i don't experience dissociation like i used to either chronically, just when stressed).

i also, like you, don't have missing time..i never did black out, just always had very fuzzy memories and barely remembered much after the dissociation stopped.

for me now, it's more still just blending of them and me (when i dissociate in that particular way), but not even like co consciousness even though i think that might be what the description of it is?

i find that when i feel...different..not really myself that i can feel one of them (maybe sometimes two or so at the same time) but it's kind of distant, and i cannot separate myself from them except know that i'm not 'just' me either....it's very confusing for me.