I'm doing my laundry now.

A little back story. I was losing my self yesterday for a whole day so I had to hold everything off. It's still scary to think that there was disconnect with my surroundings while I was feeling guilt, sadness, among many things. All the things I thought I pushed aside as a wrong way of thinking flooded back in. Then came the morning, I'm relieved that I'm back to where I was before, questioning what positive means and wondering about my motivations, I'm with this silly/serious/smiling me again.

So, the laundry is never just doing the laundry, the same goes for everything you do that you find positive in and you post them here. That makes me happy and I'm grateful.

It was bad and funny to think that I didn't even have a clean underwear.