Hmmm...well, to give an example, we were at the movies with a friend and sat next to each other. We kinda ended up sharing an arm rest, and our arms were touching...not gonna lie, I liked that, and wanted go stay like that lol but then again, that is just an innocent touch and I love physical contact...so I wonder if it really means anything.

Also, there are times when he plays with my hands and fingers, and comments on how small they are...I like that physical touch too lol but then again, those are very platonic...when it comes to kissing and stuff, I guess I kinda could imagine it with him, but a part of my brain thinks its a little weird because I've seen him as just a friend for so long...

I apologize if I'm being complicated haha