Actually Christina the "Bottle of cheap whiskey" was just hyperbole I drink maybe 1-2 days a week. However I do have a problem being responsible in other ways. For example I am procrastinating right now on getting my resume sent out for a new job. I am such self sabotager...if that's a word. I'm still living at home right now and what scares me is that on at least one level I'm not that upset about it, but I know that I need to be more independent, I'm just letting life pass me by.