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Okay, I'm really sorry y'all. That is probably REALLLLY ANNOYING!
Anyway, let me tell you my story. So, if y'all saw my other threads, you'd know that I have a bit of a drinking problem. My boyfriend at the time (this was beginning of last year) wanted me to stop drinking alone, so I wasn't drinking at all. I was in a long distance relationship too. I was so unhappy and empty. I remember feeling so sad and suddenly realizing that day that everything seemed unreal. The walls around me felt distant like I was watching a movie. I felt disconnected from everything around me. I looked in the mirror and felt like I should have looked different from what I was seeing. I still experience this a year later from time to time, especially with myself in the mirror. I hate looking at myself in the mirror. It's so weird. It's not me.
How come no one else experiences this???? It's so confusing.