Hi Baseline. I have it. Major fear of separation from my T. I would have been really upset if my T wanted to end the session early and then was off for a month.

I'm wondering if your T knows the full extent of your attachment? If he had, he would have been more sensitive to your needs. My T is aware of my attachment, but I don't think he knows the full extent either. My goal for the next session is to make sure he gets it, and we find out why and then work on getting me unglued from him.

I have been trying to detach for over a year now and it seems nearly impossible. It feels as if I have no control of the situation. As soon as I decide to cut back, or to quit all together, I go into a haze of almost depression. Then when I tell myself I'll keep going, I'm back to normal.

I'm with you, two weeks seems like a lifetime, a month would be painful. I see my T every week and this seems to be comfortable. But, for how long?? It just might be until eternity, which would be ok I guess, but I would rather not.

Keep me posted on how you are feeling. If you get the separation pangs, please feel free to send me a pm. It's so helpful to vent the feelings.

Hang in there.