I missed my meds twice this weekend. Could that really be the reason for my intense agitation today? The thing that is even more weird is that I don't have anything that is really bothering me. Nothing of significance. My dad gave me $100 last night & today I even got approved for a loan. Here I am though, sitting in a quiet hallway at work, eating my lunch, because I am afraid that I might blow up at some innocent person. It's times like now that I really crave getting high.