I hear you, at first I too thought I was exercising patience, but I was emotionally extricating myself so as to hide from my dissatisfaction.


Honestly, idk how I made the leap from faux patience to actual patience, but I do see the difference in my relationship. Whether or not its a direct result, I also don't know, because I didn't fess up to bf.


Where am I at now?

Well both of us are hoping this situation will be resolved in the next month or two and that we can then have some semblance of normalcy.


I know I haven't added any solutions or options, and that's usually my motivation for posting, but I just wanted you to know your thread resonates with me, and that on some level, I understand what you're going through even if our circumstances differ.