PS - Until you actually talk to your t about this, I would also encourage you to resist making the assumption that he wants to get rid of you. I often make negative assumptions like this, and it makes me feel worse and worse! Most of the time, once I speak to my t about what is bothering me, I find out there is some completely different explanation for what happened, and it is usually never as bad as I imagined. But by that time, I have put myself through the ringer!