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Old May 12, 2015, 03:06 PM
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Originally Posted by sorand0m View Post
It's not worth the misery that it causes others or that it leaves you in. Be honest to yourself and those around you who care for you, even when you can't look after yourself.
It just doesn't feel severe right now. It feels manageable. It feels enlightening. It feels beautiful. It feels sexy. It feels brilliant. And, I think I am a better, more interested mom. And, I think I'm a better, more captivated wife. I don't think my family would disagree. And, what if it doesn't turn bad? What if it just stays beautiful, remains euphoric? Nothing negative effects me, not even that wreck I just mentioned. It just rolls right off of me like water on a leaf.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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