I'm really going to give it a try, because I don't know what else to do.

So I didn't make it throught the week without cutting. I had three friends all confront me last night about how I'm too cought up in myself and suck at being a friend. It was really a bad moment for me, and coping skills all went away. It wasn't nice. So much for the strengthening other friendships part of this weekend. The good news is the cutting wasn't that bad, I've done a lot worse, so maybe I'm relying less on it. *shrugs* trying to see something happy in this.