<font color="#000088">Every month my family has a get together,like a family party at some location,and usually I've been too sick to go to any,so it's been all good for me. They are very emotionally abusive towards me,and I can't be around most of them. There are only a couple of them that I can talk to that won't spread what I say to the rest of the family,and cause a major problem. But those 2 don't usually go to the family parties,because they are usually on drugs.
Even though I'm still sick,they know I'm not contagious anymore,so I'm starting to run out of excuses when these family things come up. Like they're having one today,and I told my Mom that my fevers have been a lot higher this weekend than usual,which is true,so I will be able to get out of this one.
But I don't know how I'll be doing next month,and I just can't tell them I don't want to be there,or they'll really freak out on me. They give me a hard enough time as it is,just for being too sick all the time. They consider thier abuse towards me as a part of thier entertainment,and they want it back!
That's why I need to keep away from them,until I can afford to get back to California,or anywhere outside of Utah where there is a Beach to help me stay calm,and that I can afford on Disability! I'm just running out of excuses for them. So far I haven't had to lie to get out of any of them. I don't like to lie. That's one of the reasons they have a problem with me,is because I won't lie about our family,like they do all the time!
Any suggestions on what to do,or good excuses,where I'm not actually lying! </font>