Good thinking going to your mum's and letting your husband know that you needed his help. I'm sorry the samaritans didn't help you more. What I have read about them sounded impressive, but I have no personal experience. What did they tell you? Do you have other options for getting crisis support?

Would you like to talk about what has you hurting this much right now? I feel for you. What can we do to help you get through this?