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I always knew, or felt, that something was really wrong with me. I didn't have any idea what, just knew I was different from other people. Then as a young adult I was diagnosed with depression. It wasn't until I started going to my current T that I was diagnosed with PTSD resulting from multiple abuse as a child all the way till I was almost 40 yrs old. It's terrible, I still have times that I feel "different" and "bad" and not worth anything and the damage still effects my daily life today. When you are told you are worthless & no good for all your young life you tend to believe it and it sticks with you. Thankful to know this now and to realize that it takes time to work through all the "stuff" and little by little it gets better. What is it they say, "One layer at a time".
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