Scorpiosis you are probably far more astute than I am here. And certainly exploring the feelings would be helpful. Since rainbow's T took touch away for a while because of those feelings that seemed to me like the T being scared or ashamed of the feelings being in the room and had to shut it down

I guess it seems odd to me since my T and I do somatic work and feelings are expected to come up whether those feelings are fear, love, pain, whatever. So to me the arousal was just another part of it. If it was every time you held hands I guess it might seem more worthy of such a reaction. I would not even find it worthy of mentioning to my T unless I was thinking a lot about it or it became a problem every time we did somatic work