So.

My mom took all of my stuff. My diet pills and energy drinks. I had about 20 of those 5 hour energy drinks. Various brands. Some random pills. She took them all because I guess she is supposed to.

What am I to do. Perhaps I probably should stop buying them too.

I hate myself. I am 22 and I have no control over what I intake. The doctor was talking of hospitalization last time and now if she hears of this I'll probably definitely end up hospitalized I feel.

I don't want to be alive.