Hello. 330 am. Don't want to go to sleep. I'm not sure what to write here, but I want to say something. I guess I'm feeling lonely. Go figure, kids and husband are in bed, as we all should be. I just had my second daughter a month ago so I'm still off work. I hate to say it but I'm bored of being of home. I'm stuck inside all day and night. I feel cooped up, caged. But I love my girls, don't get me wrong! They're my world! But just, personally, to myself, something is missing. Everyday is the same. I'm feeling like a broken record. I'm on Zoloft, but it does nothing, besides making me a shell. Its numbing me more than helping me. Im easily annoyed, irratated by my husband. I think he is miserable about me. Everyday he is out working on or riding his motorcycle and I don't want to do anything. I just sit on the couch watching my children and TV, in and out of naps. Ugh. I wish I could just clear my head.