After a series of psychotic episodes over the span of a few years, I feel it's left me a bit strange. I do not trust myself and my own judgments and perceptions as some others have said. I have not recovered quite yet but I hope that with time things will normalize. All I truly want is to live a nice, normal life but that's pretty difficult when you don't know what to expect each day. I feel like I am often on the edge of psychosis if that makes sense... one more off thought and I could be deep in it again.