Hi Pete,
Well,if you know the source you can do something about
it,so here goes: I can still do it a little,but it is no where near the
way it used to be before I found out by coming across this book:
"Addicted To Unhappiness" by Martha and William J.Pieper
who are both docs. On first seeing title,I thought,'Don't be stupid,who wants to be addicted to misery?' But that was my
conscious mind asking that,and the dirty deeds are done by the
UNCONSCIOUS! Jesus,I do understand the misery you've been
giving self day after day--please take this on board,now you can
work on alleviating it.It is quite complicated to start understanding it,but with your partner to help (and remind) you,
you'll soon start reducing instances. It is a misunderstanding we
made in childhood,so to eradicate it completely I intend to see
hypnotist. You may not have to do that,see how you get on with
book and partner helping you.
Kind Regards,
BLUEDOVE
P.S.Meantime,start using word 'allow' in head.