I've had these different dreams about my mom dying. One of them was she was shot. Another one, we were all standing around my mom in the hospital and she was dead, so we all went home. I got a phone call from her, and she was in the hospital. She called me to tell me that she was alive, and they were able to transplant all of her cancer organs out and give her new ones. Okay now in real life, I was struggling really bad with her actually dying (she had ovarian cancer and had just passed away) so I said into the phone, "Mom... you aren't alive, you're dead. You have to quit visiting me in my dreams, I have to move on." I woke up. It's weird, but since then, I haven't really had any dreams anymore about my mom dying all over again.... it's like each time in the dream, she died, but somehow came back to life. It was so hard....
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