I have been having nightmares not just about my Dad dying but about losing my other loved ones to a horrible death. I dream about losing my husband so much it kills me. It's so bad that even awake sometimes I get this sense that I'll go to wake him up in the morning and find him dead in bed. I stop at the door and am almost paralyzed with the dread of walking in and finding him. I've talked to others in my support group and find it's something most experience but it still cripples me.