I'm sorry but, IMO, there is something SERIOUSLY wrong with that!! You better run and you better run fast and you better run FAR FAR AWAY!

I read some of your other posts and it seems you are not too good at picking men, by your own admission. You deserve to have someone who will love and care for you. If you can, do what you said you wanted to do....move back home and please get some professional help to figure out why you pick abusive and now CREEPY men. Big hug for you. I wish only the best for you for the rest of your life. Please help yourself and do it now, don't wait....the days are long but the years are short!