Sorry you're hurting like this ...

Perhaps taking a break to give things a chance to settle will give you a clearer perspective on the right course of action? I took a break from mine over the winter and came to realize that I'm happier and better functioning when I'm not doing therapy at all.

We'll eventually have a termination session, I reckon, or maybe not - I may simply just never go back. I do know I've made the right decision though, but it did take me taking a break so I could gather my own thoughts without undue influence from the therapist one way or the other.

Again, sorry you're hurting this way ... It sucks to be in that space!

Sincerely,
Pfrog!