So I am 25 and was recently told that I am aggressive over all about everything. That I like to get my way even if it's an inconvenience to others. That I drive aggressively. That I'm open and I speak my mind. That I am too opinionated. Also that I'm too straight forward. That I like to know where my relationships are going instead of going with the flow. That when I want something, I get it. That to do too much, or go overboard, that I don't know when to tone things down or when to stop. Last but not least, that I lack subtlety and I don't know when to stop and do more than necessary.

I don't know how to feel anymore, how to change the way I am. My life wasn't easy or loving. My life has been extremely hard and I am a very strong person. I don't consider myself to be mean. I sometimes interrupt when I get excited but I do my best. I feel no matter what, I will not be perfect and for this very reason I do not like getting close to people.